70. number 70.
its a clean sweep.
a good place to end.
a good place to start a new chapter.
its been real.
People are funny, not funny haha.
Just interesting, you'd think we would have figured everything out by now what with all the time we have to interact.
But friends sting, and friends embrace too.
Sometimes pain is the acid test of friendship.
I think if you can count the number of people that you know stick by you on one hand, then you've done something right.
We keep building, we keep building, we topple, we keep building.
I never have understood why we cant pick things right back up.
But some do.
I feel incredibly grateful for everything that i have. Sometimes the shit, sometimes not. But on the whole..i get to do what i want to do, i get to love people who love me back, and i get to learn. I get to make things, and fail. I get to know things, and cry. I get to be caged just enough to want to run free, and i have the means of doing it. I have a good head on my shoulders and alot of hope. I have a good heart that i am smart enough to keep guarded but smart enough to listen to and use. I have some amount of talent that i can use to do good things. And i get to work really fucking hard for the things i want.
you keep the things you love, the things that give you joy, and the things that help you, and you do everything you can to nurse yourself to normalcy, to get well now.
When you feel the sky is falling turn to those who love you, and if there is more than one person you can do that with,
then you are one lucky bastard.
im one of those.
"develop interest in life as you see it, in people, things, literature, music,-the world is so rich, simply throbbing with treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people, forget yourself."
forget yourself, but don't forget yourself, if you know what i mean.
forgetting....