crash.

my walls are slowly crumbling i think.

other's a built back up.

It feels good to be vulnerable though.

good in a scary way.

I hope you guys all know how much i love all of you.

no really,

i love you.

I dont know when it happened.

I dont know why i let it,

but i do.

viciously. 

the things ive come to love the most are the things that ive hung on to without reason, the things that i didnt think anything would come of, life always takes me by surprise. Its just impossible to avoid i think.

j