too much blog for one day

Surely we've all had that moment where... fill in the blank.

If I ever love someone enough to decide to get married, I will think of you before I say yes for a split second because you once sipped a coffee cup beautifully.

And I will always hesitate when responding to an invitation for a date because you once made me laugh in casual conversation.

And I will always think twice about any man who runs around me in circles waving his arms and screaming my name, as im sure he will,

Because you once walked swiftly by me, and didn’t wave at all.

Im not one for altering my appearance at the expense of my body. But If I ever have cosmetic surgery, Ill have my bones widdled down and made hollow so that I can fly away from me. I will throw in an extra wad of bills to have the carcasses of a thousand hummingbirds stitched to my forearms and other arms so that I might be lifted by sudo physics through the atmosphere in the fall, and only in the fall. And when those carcusses decompose beyond fuction, ill perch somewhere high in a crunchy tissue suit, and allow myself an excuse to never climb down.