meh. today i feel very melancholy. 

Perhaps it is becauase of constant confliction, perhaps it is in revolt to this beautiful day.

I dont really know.

Either way, the wind conjures it, and i forgot how much i love walking around campus at night alone.

I think i will make midnight walks a new habit.

Alot of things are kind of weighing me down right now, and for no good reason really, just out of the blue.

I could bite my lip and not let it get me down.

but id rather not, i think ill just let it have me right now, it feels ok to be sad i guess.

I cant make things happen.

Its frustraiting.

and i feel behind.

meh.

thats all i can really conjure.

meh.