she comes apart in the avalanche

fades out like a dance

crawls back into bed

when its over

over 

over.

I cant remember the last time that i was yours.

I taught you how to feel why do you feel numb.

I watch the window and listen for the sound of cars.

I wish i could explain the way my heart feels. when i hear this song, its wrenched. So painful and so wonderful at the same time.