photos from way back when.... they're not the best quality they are not particularly artsy, they're not really even of anything necessarily, but they are the ones that mean alot to me, that jog my memories.
i thought of a more cathartic way to solidify waco. List of memories..go.
The blue house, that crazy cat, i was allergic to that entire house. The cat whose meow sounded like baby and freaked sean out
two words "im gayyyyyy"
dancing at squares on d's bday with the instruments. squares in general and the frozen cosmos and creme brulee.
the cemetary. photos with brian, wine with drew. Getting locked in, ha.
Adria, who left her scarf at my house that smelled insanely good. Meeting at CG.
Shaking and not being able to help it. Twisting that peice of paper into oblivion.
Being whiney and emo the ENTIRE first semester senior year, and it all started with a couple margaritas in the summer.
Nathan and i watching wet hot american summer in his car freshman year, and meeting in the wind tunnell of noro.
Dr. Offit, Berry Klingman, Luke Ferretter, Dr. Katie Robinson.
The theater kids, whom i met late but loved.
The time brian and I played monopoly in Waco hall at 4am. The time sean and i encountered the ghost in waco hall.
That semester that i ran wayyy too much for my own good but loved it.
When erin adopted the mangey dog, and that other dog, and those ferretts.....
Talking late late nights during the week with jess about crazy shit.
The summer i spent with jessica and the photo II, and our class full of jessicas, and our bitchy prof.
The summer i spent with sean in the hot tub at ll sams, depressed because nathan was in europe but happy to have him.
driving the bear trail and yelling at the passerby's with sean to boost thier self esteem.
The drawing class that i met hunter and jess in that was essentially a three day a week dance party that i rolled out of bed for because the class was in my parking lot.
Hunter's red streak.
The fall out shelter.
That day in salado with the hay bail when i wanted to kiss you and didnt.
That time I met you and a week later you moved and i was ALOT sadder about it than i anticipated.
Skipping class for hunter's loft time.
Kerrvile and all involved. Realizing that texas was beautiful.Tony.
Sean and I married in austin at teh driskill. The gay guy who told me i was pretty and it felt good.
Me, in my apartment, with the jack, alone, falling into my bed.
Running at the checkered figure behind the headstone, surreal memories. Sitting on a porch with you feeling like a woman.
red lipstick, everywhere.
That semester that i had one hp three days a week.
Erino and jennbear.
the night i finally opened the janare with jess sam and herbie by the lake and we saw a shooting star.
The night of the tornado and sean almost died on the highway.
The day i almost died at the intersection of speight and 12th because i thought the light was a four way stop for some reason, and my heart pounded, and i sped over to nathans to cry.
hunter and my "go to" outfite, which i now dont remember what it was , maybe that silk shirt i got at goodwill.
That semester that i was so immersed in school that my writing kicked major ass, but then i realized i didnt have a life so i traded it for lesser grades.
paul sands class, and meditations on theology across the quad to the honors dorm to meet nate and blab about it.
That time i was sick and spent an entire week in sean and nates dorm room watching seans movies and realized that i hate "closer"
living with james. the piano. the light. the heat.
beyonce with de and co.
that daydream that i had about you and me and the rain and baylor plaza II.
angie mccoo and realizing that both jess and i knew her in differnt contexts, once invovling a pizza, once involving a baby.
that night that jess and i dressed up for our "night out" and went to common grounds
our french pumpkin on halloween that i spent forever on.
ugh, halloween in general and all those drunk texts. ick. worst day ever. also my costume didnt work out quite how i planned i remember.
lunches with de and sean.
my fav spots. bangkok, chipotle, teriyaki park, clay pot, crickets, britts.
when herbie and i went to kitoks and to the foggy lake and i was worried he would kill me :) and then after wards in woodway when that car followed us scarily close and then sped away.
allllll the 8ams.
that night freshman year when nathan and i cried hysterically outside noro hugging each other, and didnt care what people thought.
when grandad died and i couldnt go to the desert.
when i lived with jeremy and i loved bella.
those two weeks after graduation when i had a hell of a time scooting from austin to argyle to dallas to waco to kerrville.
vaga vaga vaga.
finding friends i wish i had known for four years. loving them just as much.
when i realized i should pursue photo. bob smith. susan dunkerly. John. D. McClanahan
exploring the theater and being exhilerated.
late night talks with sam in his car and it was freezing, so we went to cg.
the mighty hooka lounge.
Barry and Jd. that conversation that jd and i had right before christmas break that one year.
when i told erin and jenn that they were racist in so many words and then felt bad about it.
that day we sang the little mermaid throught the whole house impromptu while i was in the bathtub haha.
the hot apartment G!!
when i lost my cool with jess and we didnt talk for a long time.
when i saw you in the drive through last semester and it made my night.
when i felt sorry for it all.
when we went camping with chris and erin.
when we went cliff jumping with dan and andrew.
when i blew off chris for a date and shouldnt have.
allll the birds, all the time, but especially at 5pm inthe fall.
When the winter wasnt so cold after all.
the first semester when it was, and i really should have bought a heavier coat but didnt.
there, maybe now i can cry.
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