hangin' up my hat here. wish i could cry but i cant.
So, what have i left with what i have i emerged holding?
you and you and a few others.
Memories, very happy ones at that.
others, very sad.
a new sense of self.
a permit to do.....whatever the hell i want :)


mmk the melancholy is gone. now its just downright sadness. ugh feeling disoriented, flailing. need to do something exhilorating.

i know what i want, but what now? i cant wait until i feel pulled agian.