sometimes i get overwhelmed by the pressure to be great. But ive been doing this thing lately that puts everything in really good perspective and suddenly it feels alot better. Everything is just an opportunity, nothing i do really means anything in particular. Life is supposed to be enjoyed not dealt with. When i think of life in its most basic form, survival and longevity, the earth as a planet and an entity rather than how i know it so up close, as an axiom, then everything seems much more simple and it easier for me to just create. The sun will set and rise, the earth will rotate, things and people will live and die, and i will always have times of happiness and sadness. There is nothing scary about cycles, they promise the start of a new beginning in exchange for a small changing period. Besides, times of turmoil are the best for creating anyways, and i can wait.

"were all here to help each other through this thing, whatever it is" - kurt vonnegut