Thursday, November 5, 2009

sometimes i wonder if i'm sabotaging myself by running away from everything good that comes my way, or if im just being smart. I really dont know, either way im a little restless, and my brain is acting weird, and i wish there some arms to find comfort in near by.
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Lila-Blu said...

I feel this way a lot - I don't understand why I can't make myself want something, something that should be so good for me, something that is sensible, or ideal, or wise. And yet I have been raised that I deserve. To believe that there is that singular perfection in pursuing my dreams. And I sigh and wait, because I know I have to. I know that there is only misery in the settling. That there is joy in the pain of waiting. That there is hope for something better. And until then, I'll be ok.

November 10, 2009 at 6:34 AM

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