im mikey..i rock.

do you ever meet such cool people that you wonder why they even want to hang out with you? I recently met a guy who is a contest winning people wooing audience pleasing honest to goodness nice guy. I swear to god i keep thinking he's going to call me one day and say something like "psych! i dont actually think youre cool ive just been conducting a social experiment" anyways, this is guy defeys human capabilities i think. Damn those people that are good at everything and cool to boot. 

Ps. i got to thinking about valentines day...and why i felt so crappy about it this year. then i realized, this is one of the first times vday has rolled around that i have actually felt alone. i mean, i have good friends, and ill always have that, if im lucky, but i dated the same guy forever, and although vday usually sucked at least it sucked together, and before that it was highschool crap, which i didnt really adhere to, and last year when i was single i was in europe with my 7 other fabulous single freinds with no class the next day, needless to say we were more than occupado. This year, im alone, really, alone. Its hard to swallow. Not that i need someone to fawn over me or anything, but it is nice to spend the day with someone you at least have a little bit of a something for. Its kind of like a get out jail free card or something. "hey be my valentine" it doesnt mean you have to love me, it doesnt really even mean you have to like me, but you have to at least have thought of me naked on one occasion...or something like that. And really, most vday dates dont really turn into anything, but it would just be nice to have a picnic or something. well, its cold i guess, scratch the pic nic, add....mmm my record player and a glass of wine. bliss.

and remember...love is a four letter word.

happy vday kids, use a condom.