you are so g-d beautiful. I wish i knew who she was, i wish i knew if she loved me back, i wish i knew the way to part the waters of oil with my fingers through her lovely, lovely hair.

Im glad no one can hear me. Teetering on the edge of vulnerability and secrecy.

She walks, she walks, she walks.

she runs she runs.

she moves she moves she moves so slow.

She peels away the cotton that swallows her, she pivots pivots pivots.

step lightly into a vat of water, cover yourself in oxygen, taste the soap, drown yourself.

Wish that i was with you, id gladly swim in your filth, the dirt that once hugged your skin,

I feel clean with you.

exhilarated,

dried.

Comb your black teeth softly through the waves and bring them back again so that i may become them.

And then rest, rest, rest, little darling.

rest in me, rest on me,

just rest.

sleep.

deep.

sudden.

I sometimes wish you were here to tangle and untangle things with me, for hours.