There are a ton of new things going on in my life right now. Good things yes, bad things yes, unsure things abso-freakin-lutely.
Hmm lets just start in the ever lovin middle of it all...okay, Hawaii was more than a little wicked, my birthday was better than best, and it was rockin seeing morgan and finding a friend in her friends as well. I know you'll all laugh at me but i have already looked into the linguistics program there (its awesome by the way) but in light of everything, i still feel very out of control. The whole gluten thing is really bumming me out but the past two days i have been able to feel a bit of a rebound physically, i have more energy and feel happier, so i hope i can continue to keep this under control until i return to texas.
Money wise...ive decided to just blow it all and go to tokyo if i can with morgan ( because when else am i gonna go to tokyo right?), who is planning on now visiting me in china! yay! then im going to hong kong in mid may with portia and natlie so i hope this all works out...a lot of travel plans wah wah!
And now for the best and most confusing news of all...i got into the m.a. program for linguistics at u of co boulder! ah! Seriously i was tearing up when i got the news, ive never been so excited in my whole lovely life..well, i probably have but still it was pretty awesome. Now, this would be great all except this throws a major hitch in my get-a-long...ya see..out of state tuition in colorado is ridiculously expensive..which means alot of ridiculous loans and even then this excludes books and living expenses, so really, its a major gamble as im not even sure i could pay off these loans quickly when i graduate, but it would be fun while doing it. Anything is possible right? hmm not so sure.
On the other other other hand there is still the circus option in atlanta, which i am more confident about financially. It seems like a better investment but im not sure its the right choice still. I know i should be elated to have to great options in front of me but the stress from having to give up one is killing me, all the while im seating at the intersection of everyone wonderful in my life who lives all over life in various walks of it. I wish i could gather you all up and put you on my own little block somewhere tropical where my education is paid for. Im super nervous, and crazy unsure, but i guess thats what im supposed to be? Whatever, theres no map here. Hmm anything else? Tons probably but ive trimmed the fat, and the point is amici and amigos..
This is gonna be tough, but good i think.
j
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