i hate to complain, i really do, but lately it seems like one thing after another, and i hate money, i really do. what with doctor bills and new phones and flight confusion and yadda yadda yadda. Im started think someone has it out for me lately. Lets hope this passes soon. In other news, still no idea about when ill be starting at the cirucs, im thinking now october, i went ahead and deferred colorado until next fall so i decide i hate the circus after a quarter then i can go to boulder by then and would have had time to figure out the money and living sitch. Being an adult is sucky. It really makes me wanna move somewhere warm with you and stay there forever as a fish vendor, and drink from coconuts, and live on colada's and speak native. le sigh. I recently had this really vivid dream that i was drawing my own blood repeatedly with a syringe and i was enjoying it while everyone was really weirded out and upset by it. I think it means im emotionally drained or something.
keep me in mind, times are hard.
somewhere warm,
j
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we must talk soon - I want to hear all about this circus, and tell you about mine...know that I am thinking about you, and love you oodles...I am finding, more and more of late, that it isn't about making the right decision, but simply about making one. Growing up isn't black and white at all...it's about walking through doors and embracing everything that the other side has to offer - because every option is going to hold beauty and trouble. There isn't a choice that turns everything into sunshine and roses. It's not about getting to the right place, it's about getting to the next place. And if it isn't perfect, what is? and you just get to go to the next place, holding onto the good things that came from this last one, and try to make peace with the things that were less pleasant.
I ramble. Lots on my mind...I want to talk soon.
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